its friggin 3 am and i'm not in bed.
just cant get to sleep..
just keep thinking.
and the sharp pain in my stomach is keepin me wide awake.
its like driving a knife into your stomach..
feeling damn lousy..
and damn it,
i just realised i'm laggin behind.
Lydia is going to uni in Aug,
Eunice is in Rjc this year..
and by the time she graduates in 2007.
and goes to uni in 2008..
i'll still be stuck in poly...
or maybe not..
but still....*&^%$&^$$#%$#*^%^......
i've should have gone to a damn Jc,
and screw my thoughts on not wanting to study so hard..
URGGGGGGggggggg...
ok nevermind.what's done is done....
$^$#$@^&

left her thoughts ♥ 3:17:00 AM